Urban outfitters is whatever but this is like all the things that swirl in my brain combined into a single photo
A Different World / Photography by Ellen Choi
Don't Try
April 25, 2012
April 2, 2012
December 9, 2011
December 5, 2011
November 28, 2011
November 22, 2011
And here it is, the only picture of Audrey Hepburn where she’s just alright.
(Source: maryhartleys, via devenirgris)
November 22, 2011
To be what I never knew
I never bought into
bringing someone
with me
in my misery
I have never found comfort in another
or been lifted up
by a friend
in a time of need
I have pulled myself along
for a long time now
occasionally
i’ll let them know what i’m feeling
but i’ll never let them
feel it with me
I mourn alone
I endure alone
but I
am not alone
And in that poses
the greatest challenge
how can I be there
for someone
who I never expect to be there
for me?
To have sympathy
when I search for none
To have charity
when i ball my fists
instead of extending an open hand
To be long-suffering
when i have suffered so long
by myself
To be what I had not
to give what I
desired not
To be what should have been for me
and not feel
on some level
that if I made it
you could too
as if I the one thing I would do for you
is speak on your behalf.
November 17, 2011
Where the water is purple
In no insignificant I way i feel abandoned
left alone on rock by sand by water
by cloud by weather
the storm is not above me
it’s above you
you’re fighting the storm
but i’m still alone
You can’t be two places at once
though
A scientist once claimed that
electrons could appear and disappear
into alternate
dimensions
and in some cases be two places at once
and in that reality
we’re together
and the storm isn’t there or it already passed
or its on the horizon
and things are relatively good
for us
but the water is purple
almost everything else is the same
but the water is purple
in this dimension
and even though
it’s supposed to be that way
in that place
the alternate version of myself
has a funny notion
turning into a physical knot
in his stomach
that water isn’t supposed to be purple
and there should be a storm
and she should be in that storm
while he is alone
feeling abandoned
and the micro second
he consciously realizes this
electrons shift their dimensional polarity
and he’s back with me
in that same lonely place
where the water is blue
or clear
though today it’s grey.
November 17, 2011
Really like this song from Nite Jewel and it has a trippy video. Not Jewel, Nite Jewel.
